:: Makan Hati ::
I feel really emotional tonight.
After my horrid birthday celebration this year, I remember telling a friend of mine that next year, I hope to celebrate the eve of my 28th birthday with someone special. Someone who I love entirely and loves me back the same.
Tonight I realize that it’s exactly two months to go til I turn 28.. and somehow, I just don’t see it happening-lah.
As it is, I don’t mean anything to anyone.. frankly, not one person has ever told me that I am special to them and that they are lucky to have me.. so it looks like I’m gonna be alone again next birthday.
What else is new.
December 17th, 2007 at 2:25 am
Babe, sumtimes this person would just come along at a time you least expect. Stop searching, instead just seize every happy and wonderful moment that comes your way…until…that ONE FINE DAY! Keep your head up sweetie!
December 17th, 2007 at 3:09 am
thanks dear.. but the wait feels so awfully, painfully LONG!
Just like you, i thought that get out of school, go to college, bercinta and ta-da! plan a wedding and move on from there.. who knew i’d still be at the “bercinta” phase.. kalau bercinta betul-betul takpe.. ada pulak break-ups and kena repeat til you find one you can finally tolerate. haha… dammit!
In any case, I’m so happy for you and Ariff. I know it’s been a long journey for you too.