:: Grouchy Grouch ::
Grouchy.
Tonight I feel grouchy.
Just grouchy.
I even have my Oscar The Grouch boxers on tonight, just to prove a point that I feel grouchy.
Why am I grouchy? I’m not too sure why.
Maybe I do know why.. but I don’t know why I should be grouchy.
I’ve not had my breathing attacks in a while now.. I had one though earlier in the day.. and as usual, I always never have the inhaler when I need it.. so, I had to just calm myself down, slowly.
There’s been this huge knot in my chest since morning. It was a sense of missing. A terrible sense of missing, actually. The feeling was too immense and I could feel my heart aching like crazy.. just consumed with thoughts that I was terribly missing someone.
The knot in my chest did take a few hours to calm itself down.. and I felt better for a bit.. then my mood changed from missing to grouchy. I hate it when I have mood swings..
My train of thoughts have abruptly stopped.. I feel miserable, crappy and grouchy. I guess that’s the only point that i’m trying to make tonight.
but… what’s the point? heh..
